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CHRISTMAS MERRY. FUCK ENJOY. YES???


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Hey guys. So far this Christmas it doesn't feel like anything out of the ordinary day. However we haven't done anything that Christmassy yet, hell we haven't even opened the presents (BECAUSE WE'RE WAITING FOR ~NathanGreenx TO HURRY HIS WHITE SKINNY ASS OVER HERE ) but I'm not feeling all 'FFF I WANT PRESENTS!' either. I feel bad in a way, I wanted to buy some friends gifts and I couldn't find anything urgh OTL. At least I managed to do a couple of arts but not much at all.

Yes I know my style is changing. YOU'RE JUST REALIZING THIS NOW? Seriously if you're waiting for lots of anime arts from me then don't hold your breath. I'm not saying I'm outright quitting the anime style, but I don't enjoy it as much as I used to. So you know, kinda finding my new style and it's severely lacking consistency in both style and application of CG but hell. Experimenting until I find something I'm happy to stick with... I think I'm getting there lol. Anyways if you're unhappy with it then you may as well unwatch me because I don't want to hear people say how much they miss the old style. :/ It just... pisses me off and makes me even less enthused to draw teh animus.

New avatar also lol.

MERRY CHR- Oh wait I already said that.

THAT'S ALL FOR NOW.

-PASSOUT-

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Me and my clever titles. I don't have too much to say? But I'll try and put in these updates in an organized fashion.

Art Status
Geez I'm just... going through one terrible art block. At the moment all I can really draw is a bunch of headshots. New ideas for poses and junk, my mind just draws a blank- which is kinda bad cause I was hoping to do a lot of gifts for my friends for christmas. They'll probably end up late but hey so long as I get them done.

iAnti
Gotten back into iAnti again (LOLFINALLY).

Plug
needs commission. GO HELP HER. She works fast and her stuff is beautiful (WHEN SHE POSTS THEM -OBVIOUS HINT-)

TF2
I'll just say right here and now. GO TEAM SOLDIER.
And the propaganda contest... I don't know if I'll enter it or not. I'm just so dry on ideas at the moment urgh. Curse this art fart.

Misc
And I cave- I joined that formspring.me site. SO YOU KNOW. ASK ME QUESTIONS. Half of my responses will most likely be filled with smartarsery. [link]
I also want an xbox.

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GOOOODDDD...
Words. THEY CANNOT EXPRESS.


Right when the clock struck midnight I was suddenly bombarded with love from and even (even though he isn't here at the moment BUT I WILL SEE HIM TODAY AND DO VERY INAPPROPRIATE THINGS TO HIM CAUSE FFFFFFFFFFFF)

Wow. Already the things I've recieved have just made me so happy ;//A//;
Eien's gave me a brand new watch (which is awesome cause I've needed one for over half a year now). Rachos gave me a voodoo doll and a very sexy picture THAT SHE'D BETTER SUBMIT LATER SO I CAN FAV THE SHIT OUT OF IT and the Awesome4Some () gave me a picture that they commissioned for.
OH GOD. I COULDN'T BELIEVE IT. I WAS ASKJTHSJKETH6JKT SPAZZING OUT ALL OVER THE PLACE. I cried happy tears lmao. I AM NOT ASHAMED. I can't stop looking at it either FFFF. GOD. I LOVE YOU GUYS ;_____; WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE SUCH AWESOME FRIENDS.

and it's only been my birthday for 30 mins rofl ;A; I'll do a part 2 to this journal at the end of the day HURRR.

Also thanks to everyone whose made gifts for me <3333 You make me so happy
CHECK OUT MY GIFTS FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.

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Man sometimes I wish I could change my username, cause god knows I'd change it to 'Überzers'... but you know, without having to go through the bullshit of moving accounts. It's a little annoying seeing people get new accounts just because they don't like their old username anymore. I say a little cause it isn't that hard to simply watch a new account (lol seriously I don't get the excuse 'I watch too many people already because well... it's not like that dead account is going to be posting anything because the person MOVED??? Lol christ...) but still an inconvenience in some ways. I can't really blame them though cause I know what it feels like.
I don't really like my username anymore, no I don't hate it because even though I'm kinda sick of it, there is some attachement to the name. But yeah... I've had it for 5 years and I'm a little tired of it and it doesn't match how people know me at all lmao :'D You can't get 'Azer' out of 'frzdragon'. I think 80% of my watchers don't know how it's meant to be pronounced and christ, I was what? 14/15 when I thought of it? It was also a backup name that I made up on the spot cause my prefered username was already taken lol. Not to mention at the very least I should've fucking capitalized my username haha OTL You have no idea how much that really irks me most of the time. Stupid lower case 'f' Anyways... I don't think I'd ever move accounts, but this thought was floating around in my head and I thought I'd type it.

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Cool:
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Moe:
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Btw I'm also a judge for 's L4D contest. YOU SHOULD GO CHECK IT OUT AND ENTER. In my opinion, the prize is fantastic lol.
DETAILS HERE [link]

_{Also holy shit I turn 21 in 3 days ;A;}

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Well... yesterday was my last 'official' day of college.
It weird I still feel expected to go to class on some days. I didn't really know it was my last day until yesterday morning when I checked my emails and saw the schedule for the week. Still feels like nothing different though, but this happens for a lot of things I guess. It just sucked cause since I didn't fully grasp that it was the last day, I didn't really... absorb the last moments lol.

The past 2 years were great though D: I met there <3 AND WE ALL KNOW HOW THAT STORY GOES.
Just sucks that it took a year and a half to start talking to and . You guys are the greatest (AND FUCK YOU MITCH FOR NOT BEING THERE YESTERDAY ;___; )

NOT TO MENTION and I must've walked past each other dozens of times and not even realized who we were until July.

ALSO who was too chicken to approach me But we'll keep in contact D:

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There's other things I could say about recent events but mmm. They're unimportant.

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